Breakthrough

The Lord is so faithful!!!!!!
So if you read the last blog you could hear in that I had hit some warfare and frustration in this whole album project. I don't know why I it never occurred to me that there might be some real spiritual warfare involved in this. There sure was. Everyday of recording was still great but I knew yesterday that I had not released the sound that was in me or the songs I knew God wanted released.
In the afternoon I met with the Pinkston's and told them exactly what was going on. We prayed and they with my friend Tim prayed for me. We felt like something shifted. The realization that maybe there was more to this whole project then we presently understood. Making a way for people to record and release the sound they carry when they don't fit into thing we have presently known. I also texted some close friends and got people praying. Faith came into my heart and I knew that "tonight was the night". I had faith that it would come!!!!
I wrote a song but I never knew if I could actually do it. Angela helped me turn it into something great and I led a song I wrote. I did something I did not know if I could do and when I did the breakthrough came for me. Last night was crazy amazing for me. I released the sound I had in me, I had so much fun!!!! I felt crazy breakthrough. I was undone by the faithfulness of the Lord to me. There are so many components that played a part in it, but it happened and my heart was free!!!!
After I left the church and got in the car with my friend I just started to weep and laugh at the same time and right then and there freedom hit my heart in a way I have not felt in so long. I realized in that moment I felt like a daughter and the love of my father. I was just undone!!!
I don't even have the full words to describe it but something shifted in my life last night. I have no idea what was captured and in the next few days we will listen through it but regardless something happened in me. I felt free to be me!!!!!
Thank you for all who where praying!!!! It was felt and so appreciated!

So today I sang again at church and there may have been some stuff captured from there as well. Over the next couple days we will go through about 8 hours of material and see what we feel like we want to put on the album. So here we go into Phase 2......

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